MBNel - Traded On Me - Nesialyrics

I been out the way, I'm out of mind, I'm out of space

Just looking at them stars, you got me thinking bout that Wraith, aye

Ridin' thru the city, keep a pole for feeling safe

And I can't even trust my family, feel like they been acting fake, aye

I been out my way, I keep a K, I'm feeling safe

You ain't help me cook them meals so you can't come and grab a plate, aye

Feel like traded on me, feel like everybody fake, aye

I been fighting demons, you can see it in my face

Aye, look at my eyes and see what I seen

Do diff for the guard, do diff for the team

I'm risking my life so we can all eat

But how many times they done it for me?

I go so stupid, I go so retarded

You fuck with them niggas, then you is a target

I'm not like these niggas, I feel like a Martian

That nigga my brother like we share a mama

Some real niggas, they fuck with me

These rap niggas ain't touching me

These bad bitches in love with me

Can't trust them, you ain't trustin' me

I'm from the south, I get love in the north

You claiming hoods, just jumped off the porch

I copped me a Benz, next whip is a Porsche

Got jumped in the gang, bitch you is a dork

Do diff for my family, I'm dying for them

You never had me, don't claim you my friend

Fuck coppin' a presi', not buying me them

Weren't there from the start, you won't be in the end

Yo homie got popped and you never slid

The homie got shot, my bro doing a bid

I swear this shit hot, it is what it is

Only the family, fuck having friends

Bro gave me a 5, I came back with a 10

They saying I changed cuz I'm bringing strips

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg, aye, aye

They saying I changed cuz I'm bringing strips

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg, no

I been out the way, I'm out of mind, I'm out of space

Just looking at them stars, you got me thinking bout that Wraith, aye

Ridin' thru the city, keep a pole for feeling safe

And I can't even trust my family, feel like they been acting fake, aye

I been out my way, I keep a K, I'm feeling safe

You ain't help me cook them meals so you can't come and grab a plate, aye

Feel like traded on me, feel like everybody fake, aye

I been fighting demons, you can see it in my face

They do not compare to me

I'm nothing like none of these niggas, bitch, I am a different breed

Been took off, duck and dodging the Gang Task' before they fuck with me

Really be living my raps, you niggas is cap, you living in luxury

My lil nigga, he 14 fighting a life sentence, on some other shit

Free Big Bro out that pen, he got a kid, I know he miss her

Last year, they ain't know my name and now they ask for pictures

Been ballin' hard and I been shooting shots, they all been swishers

Been thumbing through a check, man, counting bread gives me blisters

This that lifestyle, no time to cry now

I been toting heavy metal just to save my life now, aye

Better find your light, aye, before it's lights out

I'm still yelling free my dawgs til they let the guys out

Only the family, fuck having friends

Bro gave me a 5, I came back with a 10

They saying I changed cuz I'm bringing strips

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg, aye, aye

They saying I changed cuz I'm bringing strips

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg

If you saying I changed, you ain't really my nigg, no

I been out the way, I'm out of mind, I'm out of space

Just looking at them stars, you got me thinking bout that Wraith, aye

Ridin' thru the city, keep a pole for feeling safe

And I can't even trust my family, feel like they been acting fake, aye

I been out my way, I keep a K, I'm feeling safe

You ain't help me cook them meals so you can't come and grab a plate, aye

Feel like traded on me, feel like everybody fake, aye

I been fighting demons, you can see it in my face