Lirik Lagu Langitjiwa - Saturated

Over and over and over again

And i feel theres no end

To this mess that im in and im tired 

Im tired of being unorganized

Of my life and desires 

Wake up and living

Feels like black and white

Its all the same everytime

Every day every night and im tired 

Im tired of being me all the time

Faking that this is just fine 

Every night..

Under the dark night skies

Late at night

Trying to close my eyes 

I feel astray 

Ive Been trying to find a way

Im feeling faded

My body my mind feels weighted 

Even on a good day

Those feeling wont go away

i always waited

But For now im just so saturated 

Time passes by

as im stuck here with my own

thinking and slowly fading

and i dont know why

why do let myself sleep with the same lullaby 

overly thinking is

slowly've been killing me

i dont know when

will i stop pretending that im fine

ohhh.. that im fine.. 

I feel astray 

Ive Been trying to find a way

Im feeling faded

My body my mind feels weighted 

Even on a good day

Those feeling wont go away

i always waited

But For now im just so saturated 

But i will try to live my gifted life

And i try to get by every obstacle thats in my way

they just dont know it i tried to deny it

It always gets back to me i cant defy it

Ill try to give my all everything that i can

To fight the fears and the tears of this poor soul and it always get back to me over and over and over and over again 

I feel astray 

Ive Been trying to find a way

Im feeling faded

My body my mind feels weighted 

Even on a good day

Those feeling wont go away

i always waited

But For now im just so saturated 

Now i am here

Im still waiting here

Still fighting this feeling

Over and over again 

Hope i could just understand.