ReapAxe – It's Gone Lyrics
ReapAxe "It's Gone" Lyrics.
Neon, neon, neon, neon, neon
But it's gone
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone!
(It's gone)
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone!
(It's gone)
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[Verse]
There's moments when I don't know why I feel what I feel
But it still fucking hurts it's like I mentally bleed
My dissociative amnesia won't let me see
My brain can't function with these memories
In my consciousness, yeah I can't process
What I been through. If I remembered this
I woulda lost my mind a few times already
The things I struggle with? I need a list!
I know I have good circumstances
And I'm pretty privileged
But that's no reason for mental illnesses to fuck off
Don't tell me I'm too young to have trauma!
Like you know how it works, huh?
I mean it's not like there's an age limit for life
To give you demons to fight
And make you live through an eternal night
At times I keep looking up to the sky
Searchin' for the sunlight
Looking forward to dawn
(But it's gone)
[Chorus]
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone! (It's gone)
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone!
***
[Verse]
I wanna tell you somethin' I learned in therapy
You need to accept what you feel
You can't control whatever we call destiny
But you can change your life around and hope that these
Changes will inspire someone else
To get over their pride and get help
Cause you can't always do it by yourself
Especially if it hurts like hell
And you feel like you're trapped in a cell
Of the moments you just recalled
The reason your mind's so flawed
It's all your fault! You couldn't resolve yo---
Wait...uh fuck...
Sorry, I'm projectin' myself onto other people here
I didn't mean to let my insecurities interfere
But I kinda I need it at times like the amnesia
To cope with my thoughts
And all that happened in the past few years
Yeah, I gotta write this to stay sane
Dressin' up as my fears like I'm Bruce Wayne
Hidin' behind 'em, I need someone to explain
My feelin's to me, I wanna know my past pain
(But it's gone)
[Chorus]
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone! (It's gone)
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone! (It's gone)
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone! (It's gone)
Try to remember
It's gone! Shoulda known better
It's gone! Memories shatter
It's gone! (it's gone)