Julien Baker - Hardline Lyrics

Julien Baker - Hardline Lyrics

Blacked out on a weekday

Still something that I'm trying to avoid

Start asking for forgiveness in advance

For all the future things I will destroy

That way I can ruin everything

When I do you don't get to act surprised

When it finally gets to be too much

I always told you you could leave at any time

Until then I'll split the difference

Between medicine and poison

Take what I can get away with

While it burns right through my stomach

I'm telling my own fortune

Something I cannot escape

I can see where this is going

But I can't find the brake

Knocked out on a weekend

Would you hit me this hard if I were a boy?

See I don't need you to defend me

'Cause it's just the sort of thing that I enjoy

Took the fallout draw a hard line

When I cross it it's the third time

Say my own name in the mirror

And when nobody appears

Say it's not so cut and dry

Oh it isn't black and white

What if it's all black baby?

All the time

Oh all the time

Oh all the time

Oh all the time